Exhausted
Wednesday, 18 May, 2005
General | 笔者: Twinsmom
Three days didn’t blog, but I feel like didn’t blog for decade.
This few days exhausted after reach home, only managed to click on few pages and feel my eyes heavy already.
I went to bakery with the girls on last Thursday, then on the next day Friday.
Friday work load even more heavier than Thursday, the only time I can sit down was when I having my lunch.
The girls very enjoy the live in bakery, a place that totally new to them, and they can eat, drink, and get dirty.
I trim the cake side and left the crumb on the table, Isabelle took a chair sit near the table enjoy the crumb, later on Annabelle join in.
They saw me and grandpa wearing apron to work, they also need one. Took out two and let them wear it, the apron like a long shirt cover their feet, Isabelle walk slowly to the working table, use her hand hit the table and shout: “Make cake! Make cake!” like a bossy lady boss.
The girls very well behave in the bakery, told them the oven is hot not to close to it, they stay away. Told them the hot from the oven cake cannot be touch, they also stay away.
But this rule not apply in the office, they took out all the writing paper and scatter around on the floor, climb on the chair then on the table, play grandpa’s hand phone, coins, name card, newspaper and anything. But this still can tahan.
Friday I remember to brought along the potty, but through out the whole bun making section, they keeps come to me want pee and poo. This still can tahan.
But the most I can’t tahan was I so afraid they will run out to the shop, the next door is a motorbike shop, and there is always motorbike being repair, lets not talk about the exhaust, what make me worry most was someone snatch them away.
On the Thursday night I dreamt I lost Annabelle, woke up with a heavily beating heart and uneasy feeling.
I told MIL no matter how I have to send the girls to BIL#2’s house on Monday, and she said OK.
SIL#1 already told MIL to bring the girls to her place, becasue she also so worry they girls will went missing if they run out side the shop. But I thought since MIL going to BIL#2’s house everyday, might as well le them go there instead of trouble SIL#1 come to fetch them.
But on the Sunday night BIL#2 called and told us his daughter got fever, so was his maid! Dud…called BIL#1, he immediately said OK for the girls to go over his place, and he will come and pick us up and drop me in the bakery on the way.
*phew*…but then I worry the girls might not use to his place, might not wan to nap, might looking for me, might want to call me and ask me to bring them home etc. but can’t effort to think too much though, the works is waiting for me.
Monday morning BIL#1 came pick us up, when the car reach the bakery I just turn my head to the girls, who sit a the back together with BIL#1’s maid Kak Sue and said: “Bye bye girls, mommy go work work, you two go pak-pak house, be good girls, mommy see you soon.” And jump out from the car without any hug and kiss, afraid once I hug and kiss them they will not let go.
And I left a note for SIL#1, kind of like a guide and schedule.
Kak Sue told me later they did asked where is mommy, their pak-pak just told them mommy work work like daddy, and they never raise any question anymore.
In the afternoon SIL#1 called to report—they very well behave, playing together, finished their meal (one rice bowl of rice and egg, meat and veggie), finished their milk, will tell if want to pee, and Annabelle done her big business without fail. And they even ask before they want to take some toys or go up stair, and say thank you after got what they want.
Me and Twinsdad both think the girls bully us at home, why so well behave when they are in someone else’s place.
Then in the evening my god sister fetch e to pick up the girls, and got the full report for their whole day activities, and they nap well too, and eat a lot (SIL#1 very health conscious, so she know what not to give to kids). And they play along with their cousin sister (11yeas old) and brother (7 years old) well
Hearing all this my heart feel sooooooooo much relieve.
So yesterday Tuesday they still went to BIL#1’s house, and today they suppose to go to BIL#2’s house, but just told by MIL his daughter still not well, so no choice have to trouble BIL#1 again.
Anyway, all this hassle will just for two weeks only, and after two weeks we will go for holiday in Cherating, yippee!
I am exhausted now, I need to go to bed liao.